I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not a very popular one, who once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again sparkling and broken. But I didn’t really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living, they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your hea...
If you ever get the chance to love a person who knows grief, do not let them go You see, the thing about grief is that it’s not exclusive it consumes life and it taints everything a little grey It won’t hesitate to remind you that everyone and everything you love will disappear some day But I’ve found that the people who carry grief love with a fierceness that no one else knows They understand what’s at stake because they’ve had to let someone go So they remember the little things and they show up when it counts They know that life is rare you won’t have to spell it out So don’t take for granted the people who know loss for they know more about love because they know what it costs - Whitney Hanson
E eu cheguei ao ponto de não saber mais quem tem a razão, as pessoas e a suposta lógica que usam e abusam para viver ou sobreviver entre os outros já não faz qualquer sentido. Para eles, pensar é um cliche , como dar rosas a uma mulher, todos o fazem, todos chegam a mesma definição de bem e mal e no final, a história e sempre a mesma. Caiu, berrou . Se calhar fui eu que pensei mais, ou menos, mas foi-me impossível chegar a uma definição concreta de todas essas questões morais que tanto discutem em conversas de café, esquecidas entre o pacote de açúcar e os cinzeiros. Viver aqui tornou-se imoral, errado, como se já não fizesse qualquer sentido ouvir as vossas palavras rascas, suadas e empobrecidas nas vossas mentiras de putos mimados. Não faz mais sentido os sorrisos cínicos à meia luz de um bar já fechado, chega de mentiras assim, de cacos assim, tão docemente cristalizados nas vossas epidermes pálidas, homogéneas no meio de tantos iguais. Ser humano tornou-se mau, pecaminoso, sê-lo nã...
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